Guys, guys, guys!
How much do I like guys? The answer is: A LOT! Especially cute/hot ones! Much much more than I can say..
As long as I can remember, I have always always been a little boy-crazy.. I think it all began when I hit puberty at a tender age of 11, and I still remember very clearly my first crush! He was in the year above me, and was awfully cute (though a little short) so I decided to befriend his little sister (in the year below) just to get the scoop on him. Nothing happened between us - puberty was not kind to me - I gained soooo much weight, had to start wearing awful, huge, glasses, was effectively tallest and biggest in my class, grew enormous boobs that made me so self-conscious that I overcompensated by hunching (prompting my family to call me the Hunchback of Subang) and started realising that many many boys around me were complete idiots!
Ever since then, I have consistenly had a new crush/guy-I-kinda-liked every single year, most of them far far older than me.. (did I mention that the boys around me were way too immature for me?) and as I have been made aware by my 'lovely' friend, JW, up until now, in University, I'm still doing that.. On top of that, I'm mega-crazy about handsome and cute hunks I see on tv/movies (I remember keeping a list of all the cute guys I liked on tv and I had to stop writing them down cos' my notebook ran out!) and until today, am still crazily in love with my top 10 men... Sighh..
I guess I can't really help it, you know.. I get really obssessed about the guys I like (real-life and otherwise) and just can't stop thinking about them.. I think it's in my genes, this boy-craziness.. And everytime I get to talk to each of my crushes, even on MSN, I go delirious with ecstasy! Oh, you haven't seen what happens to me when they start touching me, even like a gentle nudge on the back, or the casual-draping-his-hand-over-your-shoulder thing, or just touching my arm! (I do sound like such a slut sometimes, don't I?) Anyway, that's the reason why I can't wait to go out with many many many many cute guys and just enjoy being with them! Sighhhhhhh....
Unfortunately for me, I have never had much luck with my crushes.. most probably cos' they were way out of my league. I've always plotted to get close to them by various means, and the most common one I use is via their not-so-good-looking-but-more-friendly best friend. Looking back, I have been doing that since I was like 14 or something. Problem is, up until now, I do it SO well that people end up thinking that I like the guy's best friend instead! It's infuriating, I tell you.. I keep wanting to shout at them, "It's his best friend I like, I'm just using him!!" but of course, I don't..
Anyway, why am I blogging about this? Oh, you see.. cos' I HAVE to tell you about my latest squeeze:
As long as I can remember, I have always always been a little boy-crazy.. I think it all began when I hit puberty at a tender age of 11, and I still remember very clearly my first crush! He was in the year above me, and was awfully cute (though a little short) so I decided to befriend his little sister (in the year below) just to get the scoop on him. Nothing happened between us - puberty was not kind to me - I gained soooo much weight, had to start wearing awful, huge, glasses, was effectively tallest and biggest in my class, grew enormous boobs that made me so self-conscious that I overcompensated by hunching (prompting my family to call me the Hunchback of Subang) and started realising that many many boys around me were complete idiots!
Ever since then, I have consistenly had a new crush/guy-I-kinda-liked every single year, most of them far far older than me.. (did I mention that the boys around me were way too immature for me?) and as I have been made aware by my 'lovely' friend, JW, up until now, in University, I'm still doing that.. On top of that, I'm mega-crazy about handsome and cute hunks I see on tv/movies (I remember keeping a list of all the cute guys I liked on tv and I had to stop writing them down cos' my notebook ran out!) and until today, am still crazily in love with my top 10 men... Sighh..
I guess I can't really help it, you know.. I get really obssessed about the guys I like (real-life and otherwise) and just can't stop thinking about them.. I think it's in my genes, this boy-craziness.. And everytime I get to talk to each of my crushes, even on MSN, I go delirious with ecstasy! Oh, you haven't seen what happens to me when they start touching me, even like a gentle nudge on the back, or the casual-draping-his-hand-over-your-shoulder thing, or just touching my arm! (I do sound like such a slut sometimes, don't I?) Anyway, that's the reason why I can't wait to go out with many many many many cute guys and just enjoy being with them! Sighhhhhhh....
Unfortunately for me, I have never had much luck with my crushes.. most probably cos' they were way out of my league. I've always plotted to get close to them by various means, and the most common one I use is via their not-so-good-looking-but-more-friendly best friend. Looking back, I have been doing that since I was like 14 or something. Problem is, up until now, I do it SO well that people end up thinking that I like the guy's best friend instead! It's infuriating, I tell you.. I keep wanting to shout at them, "It's his best friend I like, I'm just using him!!" but of course, I don't..
Anyway, why am I blogging about this? Oh, you see.. cos' I HAVE to tell you about my latest squeeze:
His name is Justin Hartley and he really is hotter than the sun!!!
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Look at that defined jawline, those dreamy eyes, that chiselled face...
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Ooh, sexy back!
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Who is he, you say? Well, he's guest starring on Smallville now (but not for long, *sob sob*). Ooh, did I mention I love his little chin dimple?
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He plays the Green Arrow/Oliver Queen in it, and is amazing! Here he is in costume.. would 'ya look at those arms???!!!
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Ooh, on a completely different note.. SY and I went to watch FAME the other day.. it was absolutely amazing!! Definitely one of the top 5 musicals I've seen so far! I think the best thing about it was the dancing.. Wow.. the dancing.. that really had me floored!! It was so energetic, so amazingly coordinated, and there was such a good mix! There was ballet, spanish dance/tango-ey type of thing, pop, jazzy, hip-hop.. everything!! Many a time throughout the night, I even had to pick my jaw up from the floor!! hehe..
The vocals were nothing short of great either.. the storyline was such that there were many many parts of equal importance in the show, i.e. lots and lots of very very good singers! It was truly breathtaking.. Oh, did I mention one of the main actors were oh-so-very-cute? (we had binoculars so got to see even though we were sitting in the upper tiers!)
Anyhoo, SY & I thoroughly enjoyed ourselves that night and like I've said, although this isn't the absolute best I've seen so far, it's definitely up there in the top 5!!!
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(Of course, at this point I have to mention how unprepared for my exams I am and that I'm totally totally f**ked, excuse my language.. Oh, and I've just started my Orthopaedics & Rheumatology attachment and I was diagnosed (and re-diagnosed) by the Consultants with generalised hypermobility syndrome! Apparently, it explains my incredibly lax ligaments, good flexibility, constant spraining of every joint and incessant clicking! Go figure!)
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