Fantasy St, Fantasy Town, Fantasyland, Fantasyworld

I know I haven't been writing much lately.. but it's really an act of kindness more than anything else, out of compassion and love to all who frequent my not-so-humble blog. I've had a very mediocre (i.e. boring) week, week before that and week before before that.. And instead of boring you sick with stories of how bored I really am, I thought I'd just stay away. Unfortunately, this entry is not much different - it's not got any exciting stories, intellectually-stimulating debates, brainteasers or even mind-numbing discussions about the latest ongoings. All I've got is a little update on what's happening with me and some fascinating fantasyland material. If you're interested, read on.. if you're not, I promise you more next time? :)

Latest updates: I've officially moved into my new room now. I haven't exactly photographed it yet but once I do, I'll put it up for you all to see. (????) Oh yeah, nothing's final yet, but SY and me (and possibly a couple more friends) are thinking of taking a weekend trip to Europe soon.. haven't booked anything yet but it's coming along now. Wooohoo!! I'm quite excited now!! (And no, I'm not going to say when or where just in case I have a stalker who might stalk us all the way there! (???))

Ok, the main part of this entry. The most important part. (for this week, at least) As you know, everyone has a list. An extremely important list of 5 female/male celebrities that you adore, that you drool at, that you dream of and most of all, that you will not say no to, under any circumstances at all. (Personally, I have more than 5 on my list.. but I shan't bother you with those!) Ahh.. everyone has fantasies and the one that never seems to tire us all is the very one that we all share. We all dream that one day, our Prince Charming, whoever that may be (in my case, it varies from week to week) will come whisk us off our feets and carry us off into the sunset to live happily ever after...

I used to think that people who dreamed so hard about this particular fantasy have an emptiness in their lives that need to be fulfilled, a void in their hearts that can't be satiated by their daily, mundane relationships. I used to envisage that one day, when we fall in love, it'll be exactly as Disney promised it to be - fireworks, feelings of light-headedness, dizziness and the irrepressible need to shout out to the world, "I'm in love!!!". I used to believe that what the books, movies and cartoons told us was true - when you're in love, it's a complete out-of-the-world experience.

I'm older now and I still believe that it is a complete out-of-the-world experience. In fact, it's so out-of-the-world that it is simply impossible to have this experience in a real-life, human relationship. Yes, I'm older now and I finally understood that our ultimate fantasy will always remain a fantasy... and nothing more.

I suppose that's part of the appeal of a fantasy to begin with. If everyone of us could feel what we wish we could feel, there would be nothing more to look forward to in life and nothing new to get excited to with anticipation anymore. Still, that sucks.. I guess this is why people have always said that growing up sucks. It really sucks (I need more synonymous words for 'sucks') when you grow up, reality hits you and you realise that life.. simply isn't what the fantasy-world vowed it to be like. So maybe it's my fault then, for trusting those blasted idiot boxes in the first place.. And though it sucks, I don't regret it. Not for a moment. I can't ever imagining going through life without being able to cling on the glimmer of hope that one day, our lives will be as wonderful as Hollywood promised. So now, even though I'm older, I still hang on to that. After all, what is life without a bit of drama?


On that note, I'll leave you with my list of 5.. enjoy but back off, they're mine!!!

My current number 1: Orlando Jonathan Blanchard Bloom. One of the most irresistable men walking the grounds of Earth. Attached or not, I'm not saying no to him!!! 'Nuff said!


My number 2: Takeshi Kaneshiro. Have you seen anything as beautifully perfect or perfectly beautiful as him? That jaw! Those eyebrows! That hair! That face!!! Simply gorgeous!

Number 3 on my list is my ever-so-sexy Michael Vartan! Gosh, what I would do to be able to stare into those stupendifyingly dreamy eyes or to put my little pinkie finger in that gorgeous chin-dimple.. Yummy yummy yummy I've got love in my tummy..

I'm pleased to announce that my number 4 and 5 are constantly changing.. hehe.. But here are the few who've made the cut so far:

Named the most sexy man of the year in 2000-whatever, he's clearly desirable.. (Hope you realise that this is the Brad Pitt) but too bad, he's too much of a scumbag to want a real relationship with. Nevertheless, in fantasyworld, hummanah hummanah hummanah!

This is my latest craze - Jonathan Rhys-Myers. He was super-good-looking in Vanity Fair but phenomenally cute in Bend It Like Beckham! Ooh, and he's not only got that ever-so-well-defined jaw, he's got a completely enthralling Irish accent too! Mmmm.. delish!

My old flame: Kevin Richardson from BSB. He's one who just oozes male virility.. and is undeniably, intensely sexy!! Gosh.. his piercing eyes, that strong and well-defined jawline, that all-consuming smile and of course, that intensely deep and oh-so-sexy voice... I gotta get me a slice of that!

Anyway, that's enough for now.. sure, I've still got Ashton Kuchter and others on my waiting list, but I've bored/entertained you enough. Enjoy!!!